Im bad. Too bad

Bismillah

It's been a while

I cried under the shower in bathroom

I cried on my bed under the blanket

I cried so hard 

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And im not crying because of love or man like I used to cry

But I cried because of me

Im too disappointed in myself 

I feel like I wanna give up in lifes

Life is hard man

But I gotta do good

I have to be strong 

I know I can

But sometimes I know I can't. 

At this moment, I literally hate everything 

Get annoying with everything 

I just want to disappear 

Eventho what I really want is to be found 

But seorg wada sgt menyusahkan.

Menyusahkan semua org.

The worst, menyusahkan family. 

Im bad. Too bad. 😔😭

Im bad. Too bad

Bismillah

It's been a while

I cried under the shower in bathroom

I cried on my bed under the blanket

I cried so hard 

Sampai tersedu2 n nafas tersekat

And im not crying because of love or man like I used to cry

But I cried because of me

Im too disappointed in myself 

I feel like I wanna give up in lifes

Life is hard man

But I gotta do good

I have to be strong 

I know I can

But sometimes I know I can't. 

At this moment, I literally hate everything 

Get annoying with everything 

I just want to disappear 

Eventho what I really want is to be found 

But seorg wada sgt menyusahkan.

Menyusahkan semua org.

The worst, menyusahkan family. 

Im bad. Too bad. 😔😭