I wonder

Bismillah

Bila aku down aku frust aku fucked up gila.

I'll keep telling my self,

"Wada, you're strong! You're used to it. Just chill"

Tp sampai bila? Sampai bila nk bgtau bnda ni? 

Aku jeles tgk org lain bole happy. I really want to feel that too. 

I used to feel it once, and it was incredibly awesome feeling ever. 

I want to feel that again please. 

And I don't want to tell my self that stupid word again. 

Sometimes Im not that strong. 

Sometimes i need someone to hold too. 

But no one is there. No one. 

I wonder when

I wonder

Bismillah

Bila aku down aku frust aku fucked up gila.

I'll keep telling my self,

"Wada, you're strong! You're used to it. Just chill"

Tp sampai bila? Sampai bila nk bgtau bnda ni? 

Aku jeles tgk org lain bole happy. I really want to feel that too. 

I used to feel it once, and it was incredibly awesome feeling ever. 

I want to feel that again please. 

And I don't want to tell my self that stupid word again. 

Sometimes Im not that strong. 

Sometimes i need someone to hold too. 

But no one is there. No one. 

I wonder when